Cherry Blossom Loves You

Flip Flopping as usual..

I’ve decided to revert back to using this as a means of releasing some negative energy. If that’s how I want to put it. Ahaha. 

i’m really going to miss

the friends i’ve made in my japanese class this year, this semester. We’ve all become closer this last month, especially since we know our time is even shorter now. Just two class days left! I’m so sad : (

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I’ve gotten more attention from guys within the past three days than I’ve gotten this entire year! What is up!? 

examples:

1.guy that is in second yr. japanese. really likes me. wants to be friends.

2.guy on bus. got up and sat next to me because he noticed that we made eye contact. we both go to ISU. he asked for my number.

3.guy in my japanese class told me that i looked especially beautiful today.

4.two guys in pacsun found out that the song playing in the store was my favorite. they turned it up louder just for me. they also gave me regular priced headphones for a clearance price. two days later… one of them was working again and he said “hey!” to me. then, “bye!” right when i was about to leave.

OMG. is this for real?! i’ve been so happy and confident lately because of it too!

…..but…i’ve never had a boyfriend before…so i don’t really know what to do….

Trying to persist through these hw obstacles..

Currently listening to chill music and writing an English paper. 

Good thing there are only 3 weeks of classes left for me. And then -BAM- its finals week and I’m on my way home! 

You may think I’ve changed, but your ignorance remembers a person that I never was.

Is it possible to fall in love in one day?

I feel as though this happens to me repeatedly. This weekend I attended the MAASU 2011 Spring Conference hosted this year by the University of Minnesota. 

I met the most handsome, cute, and mysterious boy! Why do I always have to meet boys like this?!? It’s wonderful! But all I ever get to is making tons of eye contact. (The special kind where we both know we keep looking at each other.) And we shared tons of smiles. 

And when I though he was gone for good. BAM! He’s magically sitting a table away from me at the banquet! Then, he later surprises me by tapping on my shoulder to say a quick ‘hi’ and ‘how was the rest of your day?’

I almost died with excitement. But, I feel as though this is yet another one of those incidents that seem to reoccur throughout my life. 

When will I have one of these incidents that actually goes further than I can imagine? 

Either way~ I love the feeling I get from these. My stomach is filled with floating sparkles and my mind is with the wind. : )

~To all those still looking for a first love